REALITY

Reality-
-My two year old daughter that looks as healthy as can be, has a rare disorder called Non-Langerhans Cell Histiocytosis.
-No matter how many countless hours I spend trying to learn as much as I can I am not a Doctor.
-I am not GOD. I do not know what the future holds. And, to tell you the truth, I'm scared to know.
-I have no idea if this is the extent of what we'll experience. I hope the skin lesions are the most she ever will experience, or if we will (God forbid) ever have to experience it anywhere else in her body.
-I pray so hard about this I lose sleep over it.
-I DO NOT WANT HER TO HAVE THIS, BUT SHE DOES.